One way of learning is listening to those who came before us.
Erika Gentry at CCSF has a good selection of guest lecturers who's speeches you can watch at her blog:
https://erikagentry.wordpress.com/2017/09/20/ccsf-photography-lecture-archive/
If you are searching for something to watch, these videos might be more useful than the next boring episode of Bored Housewives.